I'm tired of being unhealthy. I'm tired of not using and strengthening my muscles and eating like an oinker. I'm tired of looking at my squishy body and knowing that it is the way it is because of the way I treat it. I'm feeling pretty low right now, and I wish it was just easy to be healthy. I wish that it was always my desire to eat the right portion size. I wish I had a stronger filter to tell me, stop Stacie. You are content just where you are and just stop. But that usually doesn't happen. I think I should stop and I think you'll regret this if you keep eating it, but it will taste so good so I'm going to eat it and there is no self talk that is going to stop me! GAH!
I'm feeling pretty down right now and I should probably not let myself stew in this state, but I'm in the mood for a stew so there! HA! What are you going to do about inner voice? That's right, absolutely nothing!
